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Sunday, March 14, 2010

Ahhhh sleep.

It is amazing what one night of sleep will do for a person. I was nearly at my wit's end (just ask Mark who was seriously worried about my sanity) and then a glorious 6 hours of minimally uninterrupted sleep later I am back among the living and feel like I have infinite patience. Even if the next night Zane again woke up every 3 hours - no matter, I was refueled and recharged and could roll with the punches.  We started giving him a bottle at 1030 to "top him off" and it seems to help. We even made it to church today!!

Rarely does Zane fall asleep on us anymore - he is a very busy little guy - but one night last week he did just that while we waited for his Dad to get home. What a sweet sight it is:




A cute post-bath photo - I think Zane resents the super cute doggie towel pictures because he wrestled that thing with all he could muster! 







Bootcamp starts tomorrow - yea for the burn!!!  


Thursday, March 11, 2010

Sleeping through the night......or not

We are having a little bit of trouble with this whole "more than 6 consecutive hours of" sleep thing. In fact, for the past week I have not gotten more than 2 1/2-3 hours consecutive sleep. I don't know if he is starting the teething experience which I have heard can cause increased night awakening, the drooling is ever present and I can't quite feel a tooth but his gums seem harder on the bottom. I have heavily relied on the coffee in the am - thank goodness for coffee!!!  I am going to try something new tonight and given him some formula after I nurse him, around 11 pm. Fingers crossed.....

This is the sweetest little face that I see when daylight comes:


Ahhh what sleep deprivation again??

Friday, March 5, 2010

Photoshop and other things unnecessarily complicated




I consider myself intelligent (on some scales) and relatively handy when it comes to minor home repairs and such (thanks Dad!) and even able to hold my head above water when it comes to electronics and computers in general. As such, wires and html and all that don't frighten me. I will try, falling just short of crashing the computer or blowing the fuse before calling in the reinforcements. 

Then there is photoshop. 

What??!!!!  Surely this little photo editing program used by thousands can't be that difficult??!!!  Well, I recently purchased Elements 8 and was tinkering around with it before I went online and purchased a book to help me out a bit: (image "borrowed" from amazon.com) 

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It is a great book and I am working my way through it. The problem being is that the authors assume certain skills and knowledge of "step one" when going through the editing techniques. (like they assume you know how to make a selection, what tool to use, etc. Ok, apparently not)  More tinkering to ensue. I have looked from some free classes in the area and so far no luck. 

What I want to be able to do is turn my photos into eye popping visions, kinda like Dooce. Especially while Zane's eyes are still blue. How cool is that?  

So, a picture I have been working on is this one - see the object is off center, small, the door looks like the focus. I wanted to clean it up, crop it, make some of the colors pop. 





A couple hours into it and I am still working on it.  At least the subject is cute!  It is hard (er) to get frustrated when that darling face is looking at you! 

Another thing that I find, not necessarily complicated, but just not quite as easy as I envisioned is Post baby BF weight loss. I took whole heartedly and bought into the thought that "BF makes the pounds just  FALL OFF!!!"  Um, ya, I should have known this not to be true as lbs have never just fallen off. I have worked for every lb lost ever. Ok, except for that little diet known as chemo and radiation but that just doesn't count. Like, duh.  

There is my little reminder there to live in and love the present, appreciate and cherish good health and all our many blessings and not obsess. The fact that I was able to get pregnant and have Zane is a miracle to me. For years I had resigned myself to the fact that my ovaries were fried and that was ok - God had other plans for me. When we found out we were pregnant in early '09 I lived in a state of semi-denial for months (brought back to reality when my head hung over the toilet bowl, sports center blasting in the next room as Mark tried to drown out the heaves. Really though, he was great. He let me puke with the door open so I wasn't "alone" Ha!) 

When we mulled over names - Some of Mark's tops were Dutch (Um, no, but we can only hope Zane is as much a bad ass as Arnold in Predator), Alouicious, Tank, and others that are better left unwritten. Our niece Maddie suggested we name him Zane. We liked the name and when we came home and looked it up the meaning was, "God is gracious".  Bingo.  Sums it right up. 

I digress - so I start boot-camp on the 15th and I could not be more excited. I did boot-camp the spring before the wedding which was FANTASTIC. I was in the midst of grad school and was even more beneficial for my overall well-being as stress buster. 

Still on the job search, I have some options and am weighing a few possibilities right now though it will probably be at least a month before I get back into it. 

Oh, and LOST was just as mind twistingly great as usual. My sister Liz's boyfriend was in town from NYC on business and I got to pick his brain a bit about theories. Thanks Matt!!  

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

It's LOST!

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I love LOST. Love. it. Seriously, I find myself looking forward to Tuesday during the weekend. Ok, yes, I am not back to work just yet so while the weekends are fantastic because I get to spend all day with my honey they don't have the same weight. I get that. But people, I LOVE LOST. I love the way it makes my head spin in circles, the time I spend between episodes ruminating on plot lines and character twists. I even love Wednesdays because after I watch the episode (late Tuesday night, on DVR, without commercial interruption so as not to break my concentration. Sorry ABC) I check my email repeatedly until Doc Jensen's column notification pops up. He gives great recaps and strange reality parallels and funny tie-ins. Another thing I love and it great of ABC is the hour before the new episode they show the previous week with commentary running at the bottom with the explanation and/or past signifcance.

If you have not watched the show it would be very hard to pick up now (though not impossible) as each episode builds on the past ones and at times some minor previous plot points.  However, if you like a good mystery try Netflix or Hulu.com or buy the past seasons on DVD, you won't be sorry.

Yea It's Tuesday!!!!!

*I have typed up the bathroom renovation and have the 'before' pics uploaded, the 'after' to come soon!